Insanity is pouring out of every vein!
How I want to let the insanity flow out with blood.
Promises,promises.
The world is full of broken promises.
Why must I keep mine?
To be the only one who doesn't break promises?
So my soul breaks and shatteres in the darkness?
Where my screams aren't heard?
Where they are forgotten.
Where I am forgotten until needed again.
Why must I let myself go so easily?
I creatated my own insanity,
My own hell.
Now I wallow in it like a pig in the mud.
My heart and soul ache and are tired.
Why must I carry on?
Why must I carry the burden of life alone?
of their lives upon mine.
of their pain upon mine.
Love all for love.
I spit on love!
It makes a mockery of goodmen,
Who give their souls to harlots in the darkness.
Tasting the sweetness then bitterness surely follows.
You live for the sweetness.
It fills your heart with joy.
You yearn for more.
Until you are worn down to nothing.
Your heart and soul can yearn no more.
Feel no more.